Never Been Loved by Kars C.M

Author:Kars, C.M. [Kars, C.M.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2015-06-29T07:00:00+00:00

Chapter 15

I go for it.

Her beautiful face is cradled between my hands, and she doesn’t seem to mind the scars on my fingers. Her eyes are wide and unsure, and then, thank God, she dips her gaze down to my mouth and triumph torchlights my chest and I want to howl.

Sera’s hands are gripped tight around my wrists, her thumbs doing those circles, her fucking thumbs making my dick pound hard enough, demanding attention.

I have to be careful here.

I watch her pull me in, as I slowly make the descent to her mouth. She smells like frosting and chocolate, and her eyes are the most gorgeous colour I’ve ever seen, her eyelashes are catching my attention the way they swoop down to hide them from my view the second our lips are about to come together.

“Daddy!” Matty’s yell echoes down the hall. “Dad?!” No! This isn’t over yet.

But it is. She jerks her head out of my hands, cheeks flushed, eyes dark with wanting me, but her hands stay wrapped around my wrists as I drop my hands to thigh level. Sera’s shutting down, blocking me out – again, just when I was so close.

“G-Go...” she murmurs and the movement of her mouth has me flipping off any kind of logic I have left and about to haul to me and kiss her hard and deep so she’ll know I’m more than what she’s seen.

But I promised Matty. I promised him I’d be better, and I’m not going to turn out like my old man did, leaving us all behind. Goddamn it, she’s never going to be your first priority. What can you give her that she can’t find a better version of with someone else? Face it, man, you’re no one’s wet dream.

I get up from the couch, and walk towards Matty’s room. I look back for a sec before I see the decision’s already been made for me. Sera’s going to bolt as soon as I enter the kid’s room, and try to calm him down. It’s inevitable at this point.

You’re just going to have to fight harder the next time, and make sure you win her over. Can you do that?

Matty’s sitting up on his bed when I turn the light on and staring down at the now-gone shadows like he’s taken personal offense. He’s tiny in his single bed, and the covers are wrapped around him like a cloak, the top part covering his head – all you can see is his little-kid face and those blue eyes that are a MacLaine trait through and through.

“Daddy… I had a nightmare. A bad one.” Like nightmares are good.

I hear the front door close through the hall, and have to stifle the urge to run out like a madman and drag her back inside. Shit. I knew this was going to happen. Not many chicks can deal with the fact that I’m a full-time dad and both of us are not so hot in the health department. It’s a lot to ask of someone, a lot to burden them with.

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